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My best friend is the guitar. &I never need boyfriends.
I fall in love easily. With random things like country music, vampires,romance novels&colorful pens.
To me, Taylor Swift&The Saturdays are awesome.
I love little black dresses&scarves.
In my spare time, I like to design cards&conduct random science experiments like dipping eggs into acid.
Yeah&unlike normal humans, I like science, converging lenses&relative atomic masses included.
Secretly, I want to be a doctor& a guitarist on the spy when I grow up.
I love nonsense people who make me laugh.
&yes, I love inviting people to my house&being invited to other's houses.
I hate raindrops, airplanes, Jacob Black&jerks.
No, I'd never though that I was smart/gorgeous/talented.
I'm just a green colored pond scum.
A bitchy one to be precise.P.S My bitchiness is inherited, so beware of my mom. P.S And currently, I'm desperate for a new phone&a pair of flipflops. Indigo'09 1Hcube'08 2HighOnHiccups'09 Modern dancer |
letting go - Wednesday, May 27, 2009 @ 7:07 PM i don't know. i don't know. i don't know. i seriously don't know. but i don't want to not know. i want to know wads my bloody problem. why the hell am i crying now? the dance was meant for amanda. i wanted to put in my heart and soul into it. for amanda. she was my only motivation. and now, even i've lost it. i don't know why. why the hell am i sending rubbish and vulgar sms-es to yingyi and denise. i don't know why. why the hell should i eve give a damn about the dance since no one wants to listen. they only want her. outcaste or not. once she's back here, she's the ringleader. and everyone knows that i hate her. that's not the only point. i really, really want to do this. can't i even get anything bloody well correct? i want to dance and even my body's giving me problems. heart pains. contractions. squeezing. whatever you call it. it so damn painful that all you can do is just to sit down, wilt and cry your heart out. and you can't bloody dance when you want to. i don't care about my health. i don't give a damn. i get a cardiac arrest and die. so what? but i want to do this. get the stupid $800 and make amanda proud of us. sometimes, i don't even know why life is worth living without amanda and shaomin. life has so many questions. when will i able to answer all. ok. so here's the conclusion. people think that i'm irksome, irritating, i don't care. they think i want to be in the limelight. i don't care. from tomorrow onwards, i don't give a damn for this dance anymore. my bloody burner doesn't work and i'm not burning the CD. tmr. they're going to choreograph. they. get that. it's they. not me. i'm going to stop sending sms-es. but they bloody well don't work. ok? i'm just going to indulge in homework and books. these are the only things that can take my pain away. make me feel numb. make me senseless, unaware of my painful reality. make me forget everything that's stabbing me right through the heart. sometimes, i really don't mind if i just faint and die of a cardiac arrest. on her deathbed, algae |
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