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My best friend is the guitar. &I never need boyfriends.
I fall in love easily. With random things like country music, vampires,romance novels&colorful pens.
To me, Taylor Swift&The Saturdays are awesome.
I love little black dresses&scarves.
In my spare time, I like to design cards&conduct random science experiments like dipping eggs into acid.
Yeah&unlike normal humans, I like science, converging lenses&relative atomic masses included.
Secretly, I want to be a doctor& a guitarist on the spy when I grow up.
I love nonsense people who make me laugh.
&yes, I love inviting people to my house&being invited to other's houses.
I hate raindrops, airplanes, Jacob Black&jerks.
No, I'd never though that I was smart/gorgeous/talented.
I'm just a green colored pond scum.
A bitchy one to be precise.P.S My bitchiness is inherited, so beware of my mom. P.S And currently, I'm desperate for a new phone&a pair of flipflops. Indigo'09 1Hcube'08 2HighOnHiccups'09 Modern dancer |
- Friday, May 28, 2010 @ 4:00 PM i took this picture myself(((((: and it pretty much sums up the entire exam season. having your computer sent to the repairman for 4days kind of sends me back into the stone age and back again when you finally have access to the internet and the rest of the world. and i could write a whole essay about how midyears went and all that shit but what's more powerful than I FUCKED IT ALL UP. 01 english was like why-the-fuck-are-we-studying-china's-social-problems. 02 i sweated through three-quaters of chemistry, scared like nobody's shit. 03 chinese was laoshi-cheated-us-with-her-'the paper's manageable'-lies, i had no idea what i was write half the time - no, make that ninty-nine percent of the time. 04 i felt like murdering mr goh during the paper, couldn't he have made our lives easier? 05 OH, DON'T EVEN START ON THE MATHS. miss chin was still making eye contact when she collected my paper with her algae-you-better-don't-fail-this-or-else-i'll-bite-off-your-neck face. I LOST ALMOST 20 MARKS IN AMATHS JUST BECAUSE I DIDN'T DO THE QUESTION, if you wanted to feel smart. 06 combined humans should be renamed as combined crap. 07 i didn't even study for bio, not even read the textbook the night before. forced laura to cram with me 20minutes before the exam and if i fail bio this time, oh boy will i be surprised. crashed the history kids' stalin-and-lenin-and-hilter mugging session right after exams and they got so goddamned pissed at me and they sounded as if being a trip science kid was illegal. but i learnt a few things through them though. FML = fuck my life germany had to pay 6 000 000 million dollars to i don't know who over a period of 42years and adolf hitler was inprisoned for a year and chancellor is the prime minister post in germany. the way i read the history textbook made me feel as if i was the one taking the exam, and not the bunch of yingyi, laura, rachel tang and nurin who were laughing over their history jokes. went out and finally felt what it was like to be free after what it seemed like years being imprisoned to four walls and having textbooks and moutains of logarithms questions shoved t you. laura has bad hearing. like really bad, bad, bad hearing. 'laura, should i wear sch u?' 'WHAT?! YOU WANT TO SCREW ME?' that was the epic one. at least that made me laugh, the real rich sound of laughter. and not the bitter and cynical ones i've been silently choking on when i saw the amath paper. anyway, the outing was like some triple-date-choir-girls-and-dancers kind of thing. me and laura(i can totally imagined her pained face if she's reading this) yingyi and deinse rachel tang and eleanor and i was like the sore thumb, trip science kid inside. and laura was the tomboy among the girls of the girls. 'the dancers are like eh, eh, eh, eh, which color nicer and then they're trying on nail polish..... cannot stand it!' heh, laura was like giving the typical boyfriend-looks-bored-while-girlfriend-shops kind of look to us, and the dancers just laughed it off. the fun i had with the triple science people half the year is a fucking fraction of the fun i have with the double science people in two days. 'so what are you doing in the trip science classroom?' guess what, i don't know either. but i know that i hate being a fucking triple science student. -A- - Sunday, May 23, 2010 @ 3:47 PM from now on, it's ALL OR NOTHING. we win, we take it all. we lose, we walk away, heads held up high. thankgod for exams for alcohol, they momentarily distract me from all the bitches and shit in my life. increasing velocity, amplitude, termocouples. bring it on, physics. in america, cheerleading accounts for 65percent of back injuries in teenage females. in cedar, cheerleading accounts for the bad blood and politics between dancers and non-dancers alike. -A- - Wednesday, May 19, 2010 @ 7:25 PM Giving up's not easy It's hard enough to say; As much I make believe, You're not really here with me. What was I thinking from the beginning. You didn't care at all. All that's left are the memories Constantly haunting me I'm giving up, it's time to grow up You're not around anymore oh god, i'm sick and tired of people thinking that triple science people are greek gods. we're not. and another thing, I'M THE FUCKING TRIP SCIENCE OUTCAST. i failed my amath mock test. HOW FUCKING UNSURPRISING. -A- - Monday, May 17, 2010 @ 7:41 PM Sometims when we're incapable of speaking, it all comes out spilling in tears and suddenly, i feel as if i miss everything. it's stupid, but; i missed the times when the teachers thought we were stupid and could never stand, i missed the times when we drove the everyone else in the school crazy with our insane shit, i missed the times when we weren't afraid of anything in the world, i missed the times when you didn't live just to put on a show for others, i missed the times when we cried over stupid things like boys, i missed the times when hugs conveyed a thousand words between us, i missed the times when we didn't care about anything else, we wanted to be happy that's all. i missed the times when two-faced bitches didn't exists and friends were true friends, i missed the times, when i actually smiled. krystal; i spent an hour looking through all our old photographs. of 2H, of our stupid outings, cheer. then i realized i found a picture of her, yes her. she was smiling. grinning, in fact. and she looked real to me for the first time. then i cried. and come to think about it, maybe i'm glad that she doesn't read my blog. i keep telling myself its the exam stress thats driving me round the bend of insanity. but deep down, i know it isn't. -A-
- Sunday, May 16, 2010 @ 2:03 PM not fatal, but surely, it's driving me insane. laura; i take back what i said! you're not stupid okay? you're smarter-than-isacc-newton-with-an-IQ-of-200 kind of smart kays((((((: don't be sad. chem and math isn't everything in the world. krystal; i guess you're right. cause she's oh-high-and-mighty now, she would read a bitch's blog like mine. and i think we'd both better give up the thought of reconciliation, that's practically an utopia. and the chances of you getting full marks for chem is higher than her wanting to be friends again. YESSSSS; guess what, i can play 7things by miley cyrus. it's so 2008 but it's the hardest song i can play. :DDDDDD back to the precipitation reaction and whether hydrogen chloride is soluble in water): -A- - Friday, May 14, 2010 @ 7:38 PM LAURA; THIS IS FOR YOU this is you in action! HAHA. 15more days to our movie date, WHEEE. maybe i'm bipolar, look at the moodchange from previous post to this in what 3seconds? hmmm, let's put it in nerd terms; i can acclerate from 0 to major fucking bitch at 2932803m per second square. MUG MUG MUG MUG. NERDS FTW. -A- - @ 7:32 PM perfect description of school. this is for miss-i-think-i-know-it-all, i only have 2words for you. 'fuck you' fuck you and your stupid antics and your thinking about me being a senior-leecher. fuck you and your selfish and concieted ways. fuck you and your conception about yourself being a goddess and all that shit. i'm so fucking sick and tired of seeing all the time. i don't even know why krystal even treasure the friendship you guys used to share. you are every bit plastic, materialistic, and self-centered. -A- - Thursday, May 13, 2010 @ 7:16 PM when studying gets like really difficult and graphs become too insane to draw, i think of my niece and nephew. that day when i met my sis, i swear she's worse than the teachers at cedar. i only started learning reproductive system in sec 1(that dreaded chapter 15)and what, my sis is teaching my 4-year old nephew on terms i don't wish to corrupt my blog with. maybe a nice word would be balls. and then my 7-year old niece can sing 'twinke twinkle little star' in i don't know what goddamned languages. example, japanese. and i think french. so when i start to imagine 8year old kids being tortured by my sis to learn about covalent bonding and palisade mesophyll cells, i think my life is much better. oh, thank god. but stuff not to thank god about is today's mass dance. you want a vivid description of it? let's see, i think 'absolutely fucked up' sounds pretty right to me. OMG,i need to make an announcement: I AM DAMN SCARED OF HAN LAO SHI but i don't think that will make me hand in my homework earlier. BUT STILL! laoshi chased me into the library for my homework. she chased simin and laura too! teenage deliquents, if you want to put in with two-weeks old and older overdue homework. HAHA,but i finished it while being paranoid of laoshi appearing beside my table and staring at me with her fryingpan-sized eyes that pop out and demand my chinese compo from me. goddamnit, what's happening to me? I'M NOT SUPPOSED TO GET SCARED OF A CHINESE TEACHER WHO IS TWICE AS OLD AS ME. maybe the fact that she is MORE THAN twice as old as me, the hod of chinese and the fact that she can ring up my parents and say that 你的女儿不应该读华语BECAUSE SHE IS TOO STUPID and that kind of shit. heh, laura is threatening to silt her wrists because she thinks i don't love her. AWHHHHH, HAHHAHAHAHA. it's okay my-dear-girlfriend-who-got-a-ten-for-chem, I HEART YOU and i promise(try, okay) to not try to get your stuff confiscated during chinese! HEHE. you know, it freaks me out when someone comes up to me and asks, 'what's an alkali?' when chem midyears are next friday. AND I THOUGHT I WAS UNPREPARED!!!!! actually, i'm not. i only mugged one chapter of bio. TAGSSSREPLIESSS DENISE: YOU SUCK LAH. SAY WANT TO STUDY IN THE END JUST RUN HOME. TSK. LAURA(LOVER): i'm not THAT loud! but you're THAT blond. welcome to the blond-haired dancers land, you're one of us! HAHAH, entertainment fees. *scoff* *scoff* KRYSTAL: i(L)you too. and start studying chem okay! today's a generally happier post. guess why. you didn't. cause they interviewed the excos for dance alrd! and guess what, i'm jumping over the moon! cause i'm not in it! uh-huh, ohyeah. and that wasn't sacarsm, i swear. who in the right mind would volunteer themselves to be slaves for the school even after united nations banned slavery more than a century ago, do all the shit load of work like taking attendance and mass smsing, looking after thirty other rowdy dancers and a failing asthetics cca like dance cause the school refuse to give us the fucking funding. and you don't get paid for it, you get scolded for it. doesn't sound like much fun, does it. i'd rather hit the books. -A- - Tuesday, May 11, 2010 @ 6:48 PM give this post a miss if your holy eyes cannot tolerate profanities. okay, so i'm fucking sick and tired of everyone and everything. i'm so mentally drained i cannot think straight anymore. i'm so physically drained i think i can die of a paracetamol overdose and not be able to relieve the pain i'm feeling. for fuck's sake and the last time that i'm saying this, being a fucking dancer does not equate to be being a goddess. being a dancer does not mean you are fucking better than the rest of the world, run faster, stretch better, confirm get gold for napfa, better stamina, faster reflexes and everything. it doesn't, okay. so, i beg of everyone else, stop treating the term 'dancer' as if it's a say-it-all. because it doesn't. and guess what, i think this midyears i'm just going to cut off my nose just to spite my face. i want to fail all my sciences. cause you know what, i'm not that fucking smart and you can stop treating me as if my word is the law for the sciences. it ain't, cause i'm not isaac newton, not even close. it's just fucking fluke that i get As that's all, i don't even get fullmarks, i also don't know some stuff, i'm fucking human. i'm not extremely intelligent with an IQ of 200 and above, okay, i flung two maths and that's supposed to make me more stupid. because i'm tired of that pressure's that on me when i need to teach someone the science. that knock-you-breathless kind of feeling because i cannot afford to teach someone wrongly. and no one cares, they only care about their fucking selves and they think that they're only the only one living the whole fucking world when you're not, you're sharing it with six other billion people by the end of midyears, i would have died by then. not by pressure, stress or committing suicide. most probably thanks to drug overdose. just look at the amount of paracetamol i take. syrup, tablets, pills, are there any other forms avaliable? and taking paracetamol with alchol increases the risk of overdose by quite a few folds, haven't tried it yet. but being a science-lover, i do love a good experiment, don't i. this post doesn't make any fucking sense at all. the previous sentence was a classic example. -A- - Monday, May 10, 2010 @ 8:10 PM this is blond laura lim kar min at work. but even she's as blond as paris hilton, I LOVE LAURA LIM KAR MIN ALOT ALOT ALOT ALOT and she's my new girlfriend! so suck this up laura, i don't do confesions of love everyday. LAURA'S SO BLOND SHE CAN BE THE NEW DANCER. just tell me that ain't anything wrong when chem midyears are next year and daphne tells me that mole is equals to molecule without the 'cule' at the back. my blogpost today has no absolute sense of coherence but who cares, i'm not thinking! i'm running a temperature of 38.2 thanks to i don't what fucking exhausation or just pure vent-up anger that is going into my head, i'm not fucking thinking and how the hell am i supposed to study?!!!! -A- - Sunday, May 9, 2010 @ 7:31 PM HAHAHAHAH, apparently miss laura lim kar min thought i was proposing lesbian sex or something like that. but me, being an innocent kid, WAS ONLY ASKING HER IF SHE HAD DONE HER CHEMISTRY MOCK PAPER. WAHLAU, then she think until so sick. (and i think my name looks retarded at the top of the picture) -A- - Saturday, May 8, 2010 @ 4:42 PM keeping a track of what i'm losing these days 1. my mp3 2. my phone 3. my sanity -A- - @ 11:28 AM i woke up this morning, crying. what the fuck has the world driven me too, seriously. LAURA;i just read your blog, and i hate tumblr! i can't comment for nuts and i think we're the only two weirdos in the world who blog at 11AM in the morning. books are my friends; music is my lover; i don't trust people cause they all turn their fucking backs on you. (and i still haven't figured why i woke up crying this morning and proceeded onto to crying throughout breakfast since no one's at home. congratulations world, i'm going to present an accolade to you for officially driving me insane) youknowwhat, i think everyone, everything, even mr chue and the computer hates me. last night, i wanted to change my facebook name to 'algae moss barnacle' and they fucking rejected me. and it wasn't even the people working for facebook, it was the damned automated-rejection-system. woah, what does this prove; even robots reject me. and then i went on to lms and checked the x-country timing and fucking hell, guess what, my name wasn't even on the list. it really sucks, i swear it does. -A- - Friday, May 7, 2010 @ 8:55 PM god, today i am so pissed with the world. #1 on the hitlist: people who always think that they're fucking right. watch miley's new video here and read the comments, it's not that i absolutely love miley cyrus or whatever. but the hell is wrong with people? she's fucking seventeen and she's allowed to reveal skin, swear a little bit in her songs and just go mad. and the song lyrics spell out the entire thing, she can't be fucking tamed so people should stop commenting that her clothes are too racy and she looks like a whore whatever. if she's a prostitute, then what's lady gaga in her telephone mv. and if you say she's fucking seventeen for goodness sake, i can assure you that one-quater of cedar's population curse more than she does and there are more than a good ten thousand teenage girls who reveal as much skin as she does. number one example, me. so guess what, world, stop judging people by what they fucking wear and what they do on the surface, she's doing it as an entertainer for god's sake. #2: people who act like they know me when they don't this week i met with how many of such examples, it almost drove me insane. you know my name alright, and you pretend to know me? well, let me tell you, the government database knows me better than myself with all my health records and shit, and they don't claim any fucking thing at all so can whoever thinks i'm whatever they think i am, just shut up for once. it won't kill you not to speak right. #3: my classmates. i got thrown out, locked out, just fucking stood outside the class cause my classmates refused to let me back into the class citing reasons that i'm annoying, making too much noise or whatever. if i'm annoying then don't laugh when i'm entertaining someone else, you can just shut me out and i won't even be there. the classroom is a friggin public place and no, i'm not being a public nuisance by learning tamil from classmates and bodywaving for fun. so you know what, fuck you. we're going to be classmates for rest of my life in this school, so you might as well just bear with it than having to burst a few hepatic veins. i'm a born rebel, detest to do homework and study and extremely boisterous and hyperactive kid. and i don't fit in the class, so what. i don't need to fucking blend in, i stand out. #4: guess what, i'm going to stop here, i think i maxed out the profanity limit for this week already and plus i don't want to mention names and rake up bad blood all over again. {just stop judging people. even a judge that presides over the court of law can only charge you guilty for what you've done and not for who you are, so what gives you the right to condone me. nothing, i repeat, nothing} and what, this whole weekend i have to spent it mugging just because we need to please the whole society with our As. and guess what, cedar should be charged for indirectly causing first-degree murders cause i just read a report that sleeping less than 6hours a day causes premature death. well, hey, hey i manage on four and a half a day so i guess i'll be saying goodbye to the world before i pass my birthday mark of half a century. well, they've achieved their goal of pushing us to our fucking ends, congrats. (don't judge me just because i swear. it's a freedom of expression, you can always don't read it if you find it offensive.) -A- - Thursday, May 6, 2010 @ 10:07 PM don't act as if you know me when you don't. (and that's pretty much what's running through my head everytime i stare at my biology teacher) LAURA LIM KAR MIN: (i got your name correct, don't complain!) you lousy person! there wasn't even any math remedial today. like hallelujah! and i want your blog link so i can stalk you. and who's the vulgar one, me or the you who spouts fff-ffff-fff during maths remedial, huh. tsk, tsk, tsk. 15days; that's all we've got and i have like 3chapters of geog, a few million government policies, 2andahalfyears worth of math, 9chapters of chem, 8chapters of bio and 7chapters of physics to mug. who the fuck am i kidding when i say i'm going to finish it in 2weeks? ROLF LMAO LOL LOL LOL disadvantages of being up there on stage during a mass dance: -you totally humiliate yourself and yournext few generations okay, so it ain't plural. ADVANTAGES OF BEING UP THERE ON STAGE DURING A MASS DANCE (for vanessa and xinting) -YOU GET TO SEE EVERYONE DANCING AND HENCE YOU CAN LMAO ON WHY THESE PEOPLE ARE NOT IN DANCE(especially you-know-who), totally laughed like shit on stage, it seemed as if they're entertaining me and not the other way round. Flooded with all this pain, Knowing that I'll never hold you yes, this is for my dear green-and-black phone: may i know where the fuck have you gone into hiding cause i need to communicate in this twenty-first century and i can't go on for the rest of my life borrowing phone calls from dancers. ahhh, fucker. i would have typed 'i got 31half for my chinese compo' in caps and the largest font avaliable, but apparently, i've resigned to cedar's fucking motto that hey, you can never do fucking enough for our standards. laoshi implied that when she returned me one of my highest compo marks ever. -A- - Tuesday, May 4, 2010 @ 6:50 PM THAT'S LIKE FUCKING AWESOME RIGHT?! and when it's so nice to listen, it just has to happen to be so godamned difficult to play,
We're running with the shadows of the night
'you know right whoever who invented logarithms is damn stupid. like log, log, log, log, it sounds so retarded. i bet it'll sound nicer with like algae base two or something like that. hehe.'
math homework should be added to one of the capital punishments. YINGYI! LET'S THROW OUR OWN FACES ON THURSDAY OKAY!!! CHOPE CENTER STAGE WITH SPOTLIGHTS!!!!! WHEEEEEEEEE.
'i'm a trip science kid!' celine makes being a dancer sound as if its a really, really, really bad thing.
-A- - Monday, May 3, 2010 @ 12:40 PM she makes miley cyrus sound awesome. and she's the awesome holy shit person that plays the piano by ear and inspires me to do so. give it up for, christina grimmie. -A- - @ 10:58 AM pretty much sums up what's on my mind now. you know when the exams are coming when the nightmares start. last week i had a dream, or rather a fucking terrifying nightmare that jerked me outta sleep at 3am in the morning. in my dream, i was doing the chem midyear paper. like pffftttt. and when mr chia announced pens down!, i realized i only did 2 questions out of the entire paper. and i was like bloody scared/nervous/freaked out cause i was stuck at the question where they ask you what acid and base is used to form electrical currents in pikachu. like what the hell. so in an attempt to not see my dreams come true, i've actually attempted to study. and the success rate is as good as asking an alcoholic not to drink and keep shoving vodka in his face. started on bio (thank goodness) and finished one chapter thanks to kimberly's notes and chem was as failure as that and physics was like hello-i-fucking-dont-understand. and now i've taken out my overdue math homework at 930 am and now what time is it, 11am, hmmm, let's see what have i done. taken out my amath textbook and my notes. didn't even write down my name yet. productive much. So do whatever it takes 'Cause you can't rewind a moment in this life Let nothing stand in your way 'Cause the hands of time are never on your side If today was your last day and tomorrow was too late Could you say goodbye to yesterday? Would you live each moment like your last? Leave old pictures in the past? Donate every dime you had? And would you call those friends you never see? Reminisce old memories? Would you forgive your enemies? And would you find that one you're dreaming of Swear up and down to God above That you'd finally fall in love If today was your last day, me: what would you do if today was your last day? bro: study!!! HAHA. me: pfffttt. for what? bro: since i've been stupid my whole life, i want to die smart. call me materialistic, but i want to die rich. -A- |
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