Goodmorning
This is the Algae Residences
How may I help you,

My best friend is the guitar. &I never need boyfriends. I fall in love easily. With random things like country music, vampires,romance novels&colorful pens. To me, Taylor Swift&The Saturdays are awesome. I love little black dresses&scarves. In my spare time, I like to design cards&conduct random science experiments like dipping eggs into acid. Yeah&unlike normal humans, I like science, converging lenses&relative atomic masses included. Secretly, I want to be a doctor& a guitarist on the spy when I grow up. I love nonsense people who make me laugh. &yes, I love inviting people to my house&being invited to other's houses. I hate raindrops, airplanes, Jacob Black&jerks. No, I'd never though that I was smart/gorgeous/talented. I'm just a green colored pond scum. A bitchy one to be precise.
P.S My bitchiness is inherited, so beware of my mom.
P.S And currently, I'm desperate for a new phone&a pair of flipflops.

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it was like a voice in your head.
like a small conscious voice at the back of your head telling you that you're drunk.
the voice spoke up.
i was becoming a shopaholic.

two days into the release of results, i'm on retail therapy again to cure my heart break.
but no, it's no longer retail therpay.
and it's a form of compulsive order.

you know what, i walked into spotlight and spent 2hours there in that less than an acre store

spotlight had sent me flyers and letters honoring me as their valued customer.
they renewed my membership.
they offered me discounts.

and there, not only did i spent 2 precious hours which could have been put into better use,
i also spent 10fcuking bucks on 10pieces of fcuking a4 plain black paper,
7.85bucks on 3pieces of decorated paper,
16plus bucks on emblishments(those pop-up stickers),
7bucks on 2 pieces of wrapping paper,
6bucks on two rolls of ribbons,

if your math had been fast enough, you'd realized that i spent close to 50bucks on almost nothing.
and that was just spotlight in plaza singapura.
i went to orchad ion- my shopping haven too.
now, you see the extent of damage.

i don't know when did it began.
i could have started out when i was young, and it was like a fresh ball of snow rolling down the icy hills in switzerland,
and then as it rolled down and i grew older, the snowball collected fresh snow and became larger,
as it rolled, it rolled faster, collected more snow,
but i don't know what's going to happen when the snowball actually reach the end of the mountain.
in fact, is there even an end to this?

i spent 30bucks at uniqlo today.
45bucks at cotton on.
45bucks at spotlight.
do the math yourself since no one failed math in class.

i'm sure there had been a cause that factored into the snowball and made it roll faster,
like an avalanche or someone pushing it
and people with compulsive disorders usually are mentally unstable or they've been depressed or emotional so they need an outlet for their feelings or just to take them away from reality

this year i suffered major blows.
major physically, major emotionally.
the sec4s departure was the worst hit.
followed by me degrading myself over my science marks.

tears aren't an indication of your feelings.
cause when you cry, you feel better.
and if you don't, you tend to keep stuff bottled within you till one day you're on the brink of collapse.
or not, you need an outlet to push down the levels of emotions bubbling inside - a temporary solution

i hardly cried over the sec4s.
i just mulled over it.
and no, i'm not blaming them for anything.

what happens in your life is ultimately caused by your responses.
if you had been a tad more responsible in elementary school, maybe you'd be a senator by now.
if you had been a little more sensetive to your surrondings, maybe you'd saved a life.
if you had rewined a small little action, maybe it'd change the world.
what you are today is determined by what you do-

life is an adventure

la vidas us buena adventua.
all i hope is that my life is on the downslope of the roller coaster now,
it'd come out sooner or later right?
it'd better.

i'm not crying now, is that a good thing.
or not.

-A-

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