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My best friend is the guitar. &I never need boyfriends.
I fall in love easily. With random things like country music, vampires,romance novels&colorful pens.
To me, Taylor Swift&The Saturdays are awesome.
I love little black dresses&scarves.
In my spare time, I like to design cards&conduct random science experiments like dipping eggs into acid.
Yeah&unlike normal humans, I like science, converging lenses&relative atomic masses included.
Secretly, I want to be a doctor& a guitarist on the spy when I grow up.
I love nonsense people who make me laugh.
&yes, I love inviting people to my house&being invited to other's houses.
I hate raindrops, airplanes, Jacob Black&jerks.
No, I'd never though that I was smart/gorgeous/talented.
I'm just a green colored pond scum.
A bitchy one to be precise.P.S My bitchiness is inherited, so beware of my mom. P.S And currently, I'm desperate for a new phone&a pair of flipflops. Indigo'09 1Hcube'08 2HighOnHiccups'09 Modern dancer |
lilac - Thursday, October 15, 2009 @ 4:18 PM what did i do to deserve such a mother. the thought of it is reckless enough to drive me into suicide. it's worse that hating your mom, it's like find every knot and problem wrong with her, defying her, ignoring her. and if i hadn't been fourteen or the inflation rates were so high, i'd just carry my guitar out this second. to me, my home is nothing more than a place that provides free elecricity and (disgusting)food. and for that, i have to withstand a whore's bitching every single day. she forbid me to go out with daphne. i went out. so what. she didn't want me to watch the fcuking movie. i was already feel darn kind by just hanging around orchad. if i wanted to be rebellious, i would have walked into the fcuking cinema and not give a hoot about her. and i thought she'd be understanding when i came home. understanding. what the fcuk. the last thing i'd ever think of her actually doing, or even thinking about it. so i got scolded, nagged at, slapped. oh fcuk her. i'm playing my guitar, drowning out the insecurities in me. i don't give a fcuk about what she thinks if my music is crap or not. ohkay, and you know what, a partial reason all this time why i've wanted to take triple science is to make her happy. i'm like the trophy kid cause both my older siblibings weren't that smart and my younger bro has learning disabilities. and ever since i got 3rd in class when i was seven, my mom wanted me to be first. smart. pretty. polite. whatever. but how is that even possible when i got a fcuking airhead, real-life-walk-about patch of ance skin and someone who has as colorful language as me kind-of-mom. ohkay, i shall stop blogging about the bitch. she deserves less adv. space on my blog- well. so exams ARE over. so what? you don't see my jumping up in joy. actually, i'm kind of sad. 2 more weeks to the last glimpse of 2H's togetherness 2 more weeks to the friendship we're fostered over 2years, 24months 2 more weeks to the IPstudent's farewell and I AM VERY SCARED THAT I'LL SCREW MY SCIENCE, this is the thing that i feel like bursting into waterworks now i don't know is it acting under tremendous pressure or is that i'm just a freaky science perfectionsit. i have this nagging feeling that i HAVE to get 90and above. but it's so difficult. why do i always feel like breaking down? I CANNOT BLOG ANYMORE. Y'KNOW WHY. I'M SO CONFUSED. MY EMOTIONS KEEP SPINNING AND I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO. why am i so fragile. oh fcuk me. i should be stronger to counter my bitchmom. -A- |
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