Goodmorning
This is the Algae Residences
How may I help you,

My best friend is the guitar. &I never need boyfriends. I fall in love easily. With random things like country music, vampires,romance novels&colorful pens. To me, Taylor Swift&The Saturdays are awesome. I love little black dresses&scarves. In my spare time, I like to design cards&conduct random science experiments like dipping eggs into acid. Yeah&unlike normal humans, I like science, converging lenses&relative atomic masses included. Secretly, I want to be a doctor& a guitarist on the spy when I grow up. I love nonsense people who make me laugh. &yes, I love inviting people to my house&being invited to other's houses. I hate raindrops, airplanes, Jacob Black&jerks. No, I'd never though that I was smart/gorgeous/talented. I'm just a green colored pond scum. A bitchy one to be precise.
P.S My bitchiness is inherited, so beware of my mom.
P.S And currently, I'm desperate for a new phone&a pair of flipflops.

Indigo'09
1Hcube'08
2HighOnHiccups'09
Modern dancer
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LOOK HERE:
THIS IS WHAT CEDAR HAS PROVEN. I CALL IT - CEDAR THEORY.
I'M A LIVING PROOF.

btw, i absolutely don't get how the answer was derieved.


this is somewhat what is actually going through my mind most of my time, especially during math lessons.

then there will be no end to my life.


Dear God,
Did you mean for me to be so pathetically retarded or were you just having a bad hair day?
-Me




I remember during COALS, the instructors asked us what were our fears. At first I said nothing.
Then I realized today:
I'm afraid of loud noises(no, krystal, i'm not scared of myself) and disappointing.

Irene: ARGHHHHH, i think my math teacher hates me and i'm the lowest in class!!!!!
: i'm the lowest in the trip science cohord -.-

failed both my maths, but i'm still not crying.
only broke down in front of ms chin when she was lecturing me.
'out of the whole class, i'm only worried for you.'
yeah, that line got all the tearducts hyperactive and me malu-ing myself in front of my math teacher.

i hate disappointing people. especially people whom i respect.

i hate math but i'm doing my homework ALL ON MY OWN(apart from yanru's and peixuan's tuition) because i don't want miss chin to be disappointed.
i hate chinese but i force myself to speak in chinese to my partner purely because i don't want my chinese teacher to be disappointed
i can't dance for a single friggin acorn or hazelnut or peanut and the only thing that's preventing me from quitting is my laoshi. i don't want to disappoint her either.
i hate my life and the only thing that's keeping me sane and alive is because i don't want anyone to be disappointed, thinking that algae was actually what i expected.
SCUM OF THE SEA.

&i'm scared of telling my math marks to my mom cause i know she'll be goddamned disappointed.
my sister was a failure. remember failing 4subjects at olevels?
my brother was somewhat a failure too. all he knew when young when play. all he knows now is his girlfriend, marathons in hongkong and watching avatar.
my younger brother is a failure. he can't be exceptionally smart unless he works expectionally well which he doesn't because he's down with friggin learning disability that renders him absolute useless at writing. and he gets extra time for psle.
so my mom expects me to be ultra smart and A1s-filled until i show her my horrible, pathetic, demented, retarded, FUCKING HELL mathSSSSS paper.
notice the emphasis on plurals.

and it's not as if I DIDN'T STUDY at all. i did, I KNEW I SUCKED AT MATH and i put in extra work in asking yingyi to teach me, staying up late till midnight to read through notes. but it's really not within my means to fail it, right. like who voluntarily wants to.

anyway, enough of the i'm-retarded talk. i'm not your usual kind who wallows in mirages, delusions and self-pity. i grew up to know that reality hits you like a car accident and you've only a millionth-of a second to respond.

now, let's move on to cedar's-retarded talk.
GODDAMNED SCHOOL IS SO FUCKING PATHETIC TO NOT HAVE ACTUALLY AN ENCLOSED ROOM WITH MIRRORS OF US TO DANCE. AND LOOK AT THE 'MAGNIFICENCE' AND 'EXORBIDANCE' AND 'MAMMOTH-NESS' OF THE SCHOOL AND THE DANCERS ALONG WITH OUR MORE-THAN-FIFTY-BUCKS-PER-HOUR-INSTUCTOR SCOURED THE SCHOOL FOR A PLACE TO DANCE WITH BAGS AND BOTTLES OF GREEN TEA ON US.
we looked like cedar refugees squirming under the scorching sun.
&don't worry, the reason why i'm not quitting cedar is NOT because i want to disappoint ouyang.

okay, my chem and bio papers are not coming back and the anxiety's killing me because i REALLY REALLY cannot afford to fail my two best subjects.

i(L)broadway,
it's the most exhilarating and yet, most fatigue-inducing time of the day.
the next time someone says dance is cool, i'm going to slap you.
bruises? floorburns? slipping leggings off your ass when your instructor is screaming the timing at you? and many more...
this is should be included in 'introduction to cedar dance'

tired out):

i have
2physics report(one overdue by almost a month)
233824932480932 math homework(sense the dread but i'm all doing it for miss chin)
email miss siew some dance thing(RAWRRRRD:)
chem worksheets
rewrite physics notes
physics tutorial
HELL,GIVE ME A BREAK WON'T YOU.i come back from dance at 7.30 and i have this mount everest high worth of shit to do. even not counting overdue homework, it's a helluva things to do.

i(L)my partner,
she's really nice and she folded me a heart after she heard miss chin lecturing me.
and she tries to help me in surds even though i'm like the lousiest teacher in english EVER.

-A-

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