Goodmorning
This is the Algae Residences
How may I help you,

My best friend is the guitar. &I never need boyfriends. I fall in love easily. With random things like country music, vampires,romance novels&colorful pens. To me, Taylor Swift&The Saturdays are awesome. I love little black dresses&scarves. In my spare time, I like to design cards&conduct random science experiments like dipping eggs into acid. Yeah&unlike normal humans, I like science, converging lenses&relative atomic masses included. Secretly, I want to be a doctor& a guitarist on the spy when I grow up. I love nonsense people who make me laugh. &yes, I love inviting people to my house&being invited to other's houses. I hate raindrops, airplanes, Jacob Black&jerks. No, I'd never though that I was smart/gorgeous/talented. I'm just a green colored pond scum. A bitchy one to be precise.
P.S My bitchiness is inherited, so beware of my mom.
P.S And currently, I'm desperate for a new phone&a pair of flipflops.

Indigo'09
1Hcube'08
2HighOnHiccups'09
Modern dancer
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but i'm scared.



i'm scared that what i can do on the guitar, which isn't alot, is just a fluke.
i'm scared that i have absolutely no left-right hand co-ordination and i cannot play the piano.
i'm scared that one day, someone will tell me in the face that i have no musical talent.
i'm scared that i will fail my math again for midyears.


and ironically,
i'm not scared of standing on the ledge of a cliff and falling off.
i'm not scared of pain.
i'm not scared of being shot straight right through the chest by a lead bullet.
i'm not scared of my heart being broken by a person.
i'm not scared of being run down by a truck, flattened like macdonalds pancakes.



okay, this is crazy.

my mom has been out since 12pm and will only be back at 2am and this is driving me intently mad. why am i even confessing my profound fears on my blog for everyone and anyone to read,




i'm watching piano covers on youtube for a change. guitar on hiatus.
these people are so awesome.
they can play by ear.
they can arrange their own music sheets.
they can like freakin' beethoven(i have never seen how he plays the piano though)
but watching these people shatter my own dreams.
i want to be like them, but can i ever be.



foongyy: emily osment is the 2nd prettiest blond in the whole wide world(((: and go listen to her songs. 'found out about you' is my favourite song in her EP. go listen once you have proper access to your comp.

gay-le: you and your korean pop stars.

irene: tsk. i'm used to the movie trailers that go 'this summer, something is going to happen to blah blah blah' and reading all my american books. but your comment made me ROFL-ed, my brother thought i was hysterical.


my mom once sent me to the institue of mental health to see a child psychologist when i was eleven. i was a suspected case of hyperactivity and learning disability. ironic much. but i refused to speak up during the session with the doc, i just sat there like moss on a rock, unmoving. so i guess in the end they never knew whether there's a glitch in my brain.
and i think there is.
my brother has dyslexia.
my niece has epilepsy.
so what makes everyone think that i'm a normal kid.

maybe i'm not,
maybe i'm just this weird, demented, retarded kid who has never seen the world the same way everyone else does.
and they'll expell me from school, and i'll go into hiding, maybe they'll admit me into the mental hospital.
maybe, just maybe.



hell, i have unfinished homework and there is 11hours till tomorrow's mornign assembly.
and i think that the sentence above is the only sentence that sounds normal in my entire post



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