Goodmorning
This is the Algae Residences
How may I help you,

My best friend is the guitar. &I never need boyfriends. I fall in love easily. With random things like country music, vampires,romance novels&colorful pens. To me, Taylor Swift&The Saturdays are awesome. I love little black dresses&scarves. In my spare time, I like to design cards&conduct random science experiments like dipping eggs into acid. Yeah&unlike normal humans, I like science, converging lenses&relative atomic masses included. Secretly, I want to be a doctor& a guitarist on the spy when I grow up. I love nonsense people who make me laugh. &yes, I love inviting people to my house&being invited to other's houses. I hate raindrops, airplanes, Jacob Black&jerks. No, I'd never though that I was smart/gorgeous/talented. I'm just a green colored pond scum. A bitchy one to be precise.
P.S My bitchiness is inherited, so beware of my mom.
P.S And currently, I'm desperate for a new phone&a pair of flipflops.

Indigo'09
1Hcube'08
2HighOnHiccups'09
Modern dancer
bolditalicunderlinestrikeout

my thought process when i see my new teachers,
I CHANGED TEACHERS FOR ALL THREE SCIENCES.
LIKE WTF.


and the worse thing is,
it's for the very, very, very worse.



"ALGAE, GOOD!"
HAHAHAH,my dance laoshi said that to me 3times during dance!
whoopedoo((((: make me so happy like shit.
so you see, it's the littlest things in life that makes me happy,
i'm not a materialistic whore after all.
ohyeah, but i forgot to add that she scolded me at least 3times for every time she praised me.



okay, so post-release-of-results suck,
it's the day where teachers declare that your class is beyond stupid and didn't study hard enough and don't want to waste time scolding AND YET end up scolding in the end and just because teachers don't see the behind-the-goddamned-scenes they think that students of the world are JUST BLOODY IDIOTS WHO REFUSE TO GET AN A.



fuck those bitches and son of bitches respectively,
you know you studied.
just ignore them.
well, at least i do.



STELLA(HAHAHAH);
YOU AND YIXIN PURPOSELY ONE IS IT, PON SCHOOL ARRH THEN LEAVE US TO SUFFER UNDER LAOSHI'S TERRIBLE AND MISERABLE FATE. SHE MADE US SQUEEZE OUR ASSES TODAY, NO KIDDING. JUST STAND THERE HOLD THE GODDAMNED BAR AND TUCK IN OUR BUTTS. YOU MISSED OUT THE FUN WHERE WE STOOD THERE TO ADMIRE THE LOWER SEC BUTTS.
&why did i just type everything in caps?



I HATE MY NEW TEACHERS.
I HATE MY NEW TEACHERS.
I HATE MY NEW TEACHERS.
I WOULD HAVE BROUGHT AN ATOMIC BOMB TO SCHOOL IF IT WEREN'T ILEGAL AND IF I COULD LAY MY HANDS ON ONE.
PFFFFTTTTTT.



oh! &i forgotten to add,
thankyou laura and yixin for being awesome math remedial partners and all the 'let me copy your answer' shit and we all know we hate math. thanks for making it more bearable(:



-A-

YAYYYYYYY!
I PASSED MATH!!!!!!

AND FOR THE RECORD, I'M NOT BRAGGING. BECAUSE IF YOU WERE THE GIRL WHO FLUNG BOTH MATH WITH A GORGEOUS F9 FOR YOUR CT, CONSTANTLY GETS ZERO OR A SCORE SOMEWHERE NEAR THAT FOR POP QUIZZES, HAS TO SUFFER GLARES FROM YOUR MATH TEACHER JUST BEFORE THE EXAM, GOES FOR REMEDIAL TWICE A WEEK,


ONLY THEN WILL YOU UNDERSTAND WHAT A FUCKING JOYOUS THING IT IS TO PASS.


AND I GOT A1 FOR AMATH, AND A2 FOR EMATH.
LIKE I'M FUCKING JUMPING OVER THE MOON, OVER MARS AND JUPTIER AND MISS CHIN'S SO PROUD OF MEEEEEE(((((:



F9 to A1 in 3months,
i actually did it(((((:
and it's thanks to people like-
miss chin! all the extra practice and the scolding and the exasperated sighing and worrying. IT PAID OFF(:
yingyi and irene, bestest math tutors a friend could ever have.
peixuan and yanru, i'd never would have lived through math without their patience.
and jolene, for constantly telling me that i could do it.
THANKS(:



&okay, i'm sorry to those people who don't understand why i'm making such a big deal out of one midyear exams. because some people aren't exactly born with the brains to do numbers and i studied really hard for amath this time that it was my best subject this time (kind of wtf in a good way). and i cried over unsolved math problems, really felt like dropping and giving up all the shit. so i'm sorry to those pea-brains who don't understand my overwhelming emotions.



6As!
&i got a B3 for chinese.
&i honestly, honestly, it's like the best earliated birthday present from god(:
thankyou for making me feel smart.



&oh, the last post i realized was little i-went-overboard-on-my-part.
the part where i went crazy about being paranoid over falling ill should be said to my shrink (yes, i used to have one)
and the crazy i'm-going-to-have-heart-and-liver-problems part should go to the doc.
so yeah.



tomorrow's there dance, fuck it.
just one part god hasn't fixed it yet,
or else my life would be perrr-fect.




SMILEY FOR PASSING MATH(:



-A-

went facebook and realized if i stayed there any longer i'd get a blocked artery.


what the fuck is wrong with people,
'ehhh, who's the president?'
'is daphne the president then who's vice?'
you want to know who's president, IT'S SR NATHAN.
FOR GODDDD'S SAKE, CAN PEOPLE JUST STOP ASKING THAT DEMENTED QUESTION?
the rose cheerleaders themselves don't even ask AND IT WON'T HARM IF YOU JUST SHUT YOUR TRAP UP.



&yes, i guess we're not friends anymore.
you'd rather be in your own world deluding with two-faced motherfuckers who bitch about you instead of talking to me,
what happened to the times you confided in me and you told me things that you made me swear to god i didn't breathe a word to anyone,
what happened why you cried while you texted me and we just lamented over how life sucked and plotted means to end our lives,
i guess it's another classic case of seasons change and people change.
and you're turning back on a friend who's willing to catch you when you're free-falling.



&i need to clear things up,
I. AM. NOT. AN. ATTENTION. WHORE.
sure, i like being praised - who the hell doesn't, leave a comment if you actually liked being dissed by friends and teachers and parents alike.
but i'm not any kind of microscopic creature that thrives in the limelight
or
look upon the spotlight as it it's vital for survive.
FUCKNO.
and i don't go around cuddling up to juniors and seniors alike for the sake of being popular.
sure, i like selective juniors but i keep my liking among friends discreetly.
i don't go around spamming junior's and senior's facebook walls with idk-i-have-no-eyes-to-see kind of posts.
for the last time, i can actually survive if people don't talk to me.



(and daphne, it's not you. and no, i'm not angry at you either)



&life is made worse when you have terrible muscle aches.
like seriously, when i shrug, i have to mould my face into a mask of pain.
and it's all thanks to yog.
let's give it a round of applause for inflicting pain on us, shouldn't we.



i think i know i'm actually clearing everything up here,
i lost a friend because she thought i was a senior-leech and a whore-wannabe.
and she was a good friend.
and i don't wish to lose any more just because of what people think of me.



(i want to migrate to america. at least the bitches there are more qualified, they're prettier)



even the weather hates me, just when i want to take the singapore flyer, a heavy downpour drops by my window, saying hello.
BITCH.


-A-

this is for yingyi and her crooked middle fingers,
for irene and her inability to paint middle fingers,
for the school since we're going to be thrown in hell next week.


(and the x-ray's pretty cool, reminds me of grey's anatomy)


bimbo. bimbettte. blond. whatever.
to prove the world wrong, i'm reading larry king's taking on heart diseases and some the new killer diseases book.
barbie dolls and paris hilton alike don't read medical books.


waterproof.
bulletproof.
can i be love-proof?


the holidays are really ending, like pftttt,
6days of freedom which will be wasted on cramming homework (you should have taken my advice to finish it earlier)
and yesss, while people cram geography essays and chem midyear papers, i'm cramming season2 of grey's anatomy
!!!!



I love you in a big prentend-to-like-your-taste-of-music, let-you-have-the-last-piece-of-cheescake, hold-a-radio-over-my-head-outside-your-window.


(tell me why am i such a sucker for romance when i don't even believe in white horses and prince charming)



&to end on a random note,
I REALLY REALLY REALLY HATE MY NAME
do people (like the yog instructor) have to pick on me just because my classtee has the name ALGAE on it and he has to give that goddamned 'SERIOUSLY' look and say it out too.
&couldn't my mom have given me tom, dick and harry common kind of a name?
let's say:
taylor! (i'm biased on that one, i guess)
or prim and proper name since i'm not all polite and well-mannered, something like,
jane?
elizabeth?
diana? (god, that sounds tacky)



nothing can be worse than people misprouncing your name and calling you EUGENIA, like goddamnit, did you pass your english exams? IT'S EL-GENIA NOT EU-GENIA. and stop giving weird stares. i'm nicknamed after a microscopic plant, not a hello-i'm-from-venus alien.


i'm just pissed with the world;
cause my mom called me an insolent brat for not waking up earlier than 730am.



(and hey, i have insonmia. who the heck voluntarily stays up late till 2am in the morning to paint their nails? i did it cause i couldn't sleep)



&yes, fate sucks.
-A-

i want to be a doctor when i grow up.



(highlight 'want to', not 'will')



i smsed daphne and told her that i had a broken heart after watching 4episodes of grey's anatomy.
ohgod, how much did i cry? i thought it was enough to like solve africa's water scarcity or something near there.
but at least that made my mum pull the plug on scolding for watching tv at 12am in the morning.
the red eyes and tear-streaked face must have looked pretty scary.



nicole;
yes, i guess i'm pretty slow but i'm trying to finish 4seasons within the next week. and i saw your blog and the pictures. O'MALLEY DIED?! he wasn't in the picture so i inferred...




&I HATE KIDS. I CANNOT STAND THEM. THEY'RE LIKE PLAGUE.
and i went to sentosa with like a good hundred of them since it's my mom's childcare center family day,
&i'm pretty survived the brat-ness, the whining, the crying, the kid-induced-madness.
to add, I HATE CATERPILLARS.
and i chose to go to the butterfly park. did i fail my primary school science or what.
i nearly puked inside there when i saw those disgusting, horrifying, yellow and green, hairy CATERPILLARS. godddddd.



(oh i learnt that there were 40000 speices of algae in the world)



this is my second last relaxing weekend i'm going to have in a long time to come.
someone needs to remind me to put up my goals for midyears results (sry to remind you) soon.



i hate piercings;
yet i'm going to get a rose tattoo.
i hate raindrops;
yet i love swimming.



(can someone tell me what's wrong with me)


-A-

I LOVE GREY'S ANATOMY ♥♥♥♥♥
I LOVE CRISTINA YANG(((((:
(she's korean)



WHEEEE, i finished like 8hours worth of grey's anatomy in 2days.
AM I AWESOME OR WHAT?!
but it's soooooo nice.
&i can't start season2 until my annoying brother who thinks that making out is illegal flies away, and also because season2 is NC16. HAHA.


&watching the show made me realize that you can die in many many many ways
(it's a happy discovery on my part)
you can die from getting a tattoo,
you can die from having a brain abnormality,
you can die from standing on the street and being whammed, bammed by a bike,
you can die from annoying heart diseases you inherited from your dad,
and the list continues....


&i'm hoping that you can die from over-dancing
like goddamnit, 6 hours of dancing, dancing, AND MORE DANCING
my muscles are like screaming profanities but i have to plaster on that plastic smile and humour that annoying bitch who was standing there during YOG.
oh save me, someone.



I'M GOING SENTOSA TMR((((:
I'M GOING OUT WITH YINGYI AND IRENE ON SUNDAY(((((:
I'M GOING OUT WITH DAPHNE ON WEDNESDAY((((((:
I'M GOING TO WATCH ECLIPSE WITH YINGYI AND IRENE A DAY AFTER IT'S RELEASED((((:



(i feel happy)



my retarded asshole brother is applying to go VS through dsa,
and the only advice i have for him is,
'if you become a victorian, i become a chicken'
me being mean? HAVE YOU SEEN HIS ESSAYS? THEY SUCKS BALLS, DUDE.
i know, i know, shoot for the moon and if you miss you land on the stars and all that shit right,
MY BROTHER WILL LAND IN SINGAPORE.



and did i mention how much i love grey's anatomy and cristina yang?


-A-

SO HOT!!!!



YIPEE((((:
from wednesday onwards, i'm going on be on a REAL vaccation!
going shopping at sephora to buy masks(:
and then xiantong's going to lend me grey's anatomy!
imagine lying on the couch flicking the remote control with a manicured nails and face masks...
WHILE PEOPLE DO THEIR HOMEWORK.


HAHAHAHAH, i'm mean(:


today's YOG was like irene-why-you-never-come-to-share-the-suffering kind of UGH.
but we lived through it eventually, had lunch, bullied juniors, discussed cheers,
and went shopping((((:



tag replies;

IRENE: you're the exception to the rule! like any rule! you don't even the see the world the same way as the rest of us does. HAHAHA.

YINGYI: i wanted to get you a f21 gift card, they got really pretty ones that were ready for international shipping): like there's one with an owl. SO CUTE. HAHA. and dang, you need a new present. OHHH, i think i'm going flyer next week! HEH(:

KRYSTAL: ?!!!?!!!?!!? i think we think too much about her and then we start getting ridiculous dreams LIKE THIS. oh godddd, do we need to see a counselor?



(oh and if anyone was wondering, the girl right on top is ashley greene. the one who plays alice cullen. she totally doesn't look like a vampire right)



FYI: ECLIPSE IS COMING OUT ON 1ST JULY (aishu's birthday!) and BREAKING DAWN IS GOING TO BE BROKEN INTO TWO MOVIES (pffffft. suck my money only).
&that's all for the breaking news tonight,


-A-

oh,i think i really failed math for a reason.
the last post was the fifth,
and this is the sixth.

okay, this is like my fourth post of the day.
goshhhhh.


for yingyi;
if i attempt commiting suicide ever again (laura's going to kill me for doing it. but wait,i'm alrd dead), we'll do it together. like jump of the highest place in singapore. the flyer? we'll figure that out sometime. and i can totally picture the newspaper headlines 'cedar causes twin teenage dramatic suicide' or something like that. and our pretty faces will be blown up on the headlines.


&not that i'm paranoid about what people think,
i'm more freaked out by what rumours people create and then the implications that follow.
like for some weird reason,
me liking some absurb seniors turned into -
me dating them turned into -
me being a lesbian -
and that's what laura thought i was when we first became buds.
LIKE GOODNESS.


&my few previous posts were kind of raw,
but goddamnit, i'm crossing my fingers that i don't come to school and my juniors will think that they're seeing a ghost and proclaiming -
'ohmygodddd, i thought algae committed suicide by jumping off the cedar clocktower (or wtv it's supposed to be)'
but point taken.
if you didn't get it;
just don't twist my fucking words.


hmmm,
&yesssss, i know i'm a bitch and etc.
but at least i'm not like some people who act as if they're not attention whores but deep down, they thrive in the spotlight
and yingyi, we all know who these people are (its actually one person)
HAHAHAHAHAH, and her name starts with a 'b' and ends with a 'h'
private joke(:


i realize i ramble alot this posts.
it's a talent(:


pray pray pray for meeeee please, even to a god you don't believe in.
i'm going to ask my mom for like a birthday present (who cares if it's a month away)
like i'm probably going to ask for a keyboard or a beautiful black guitar,
and probably wish that a miracle will happen and she'll buy it for me


and for people like yingyi who don't get whyyyyy guitarist just love to buy like tons of guitar,
same theory, dudette, why do people buy so many clothes when you can just wear the same few pieces all the time.
HAH(:


(and yy! i think i know what to get for your birthday alrd! your last year's birthday present, i mean)


-A-

thanks laura;

i took a sip of the nail polish.
it tasted worse than i expected.
so dancers, if i don't turn for YOG on monday, i probably have died of poisoning.


i need to get away tonight.

go ahead and click the read button, go ahead.
i'm just going to swear/curse/ramble etc.
no, i mean it, just click that red fucking button blinking at you if you have issues with it.


1. I HATE MY FUCKING FUCKING FUCKING MANIPULATIVE MOTHER
(caps cause the i'm practically shouting it in my head)
I'M LIKE HEY MOM, I'M GOING FOR A JOB INTERVIEW AND SHE'S LIKE NOOOOO, SHE'S YOUR SPOILT SPOILT SPOLIT BRAT AND YOU CAN'T WORK!!! LIKE FUCKING HELL, AIN'T A SPOILT BRAT SUPPOSED TO WORK SO THAT SHE WON'T BECOME A SPOILT BRAT. LIKE HEY, I'M WAVING MY HANDS UP HERE, MOM, YOU DON'T MAKE ANY FUCKING SENSE.

SO AS QUOTE QUOTE, I'M SUPPOSED TO STUDY CAUSE MY FUCKING CHINESE OLEVELS ARE COMING UP AND I CAN'T WORK FOR NUTS CAUSE I HAVE NO SENSE OF INDEPENDNCE AND WHATSOEVER SHIT. WELL, FUCK YOU.


2. YESSS, so my mom's the one who's been asking me 'do this, algae' then 'do that, algae'
from young, she has been like flicking that fucking manipulate-algae remote control at me. 'oh join math and science club, it'll make you smarter.' 'join netball, then you can grow taller!' and when i wanted to join gymnastics, 'NOOOO, then you'll break your backbone!' and finally i found something i loved, choir, and she just like 'you'll get a sore throatBLAH BLAH BLAH' she has like A TRILLION EXCUSES to make me not join something or do something.


3. AND I'M REALLY VERY FUCKING TEMPTED TO JUST DRINK THAT NAIL POLISH SITTING ON MY DESK NOW
like seriously, i've drank glue, bleach and i really feel like drinking that since paracetamol is not driving me into my graveyard quick enough. and i would to jump out of that fucking window but my oh-sweet-and-perfect mom is sitting there so that escape plan wouldn't work.


4. NOOOO, I KNOW YOU KNOW THAT YOU THINK THAT YOU UNDERSTAND ME. BUT DON'T EVEN TRY.
teachers who read this will think that i'm just your average teenager who goes through some sort of rebellious stage of their life. FUCKING HELL NOT. and respective cedarians who read this will just think that i'm a fucked up kid. well, you're partially correct.

here's the bottom line: people who think they know me only know less than 2percent of me. i've been through more than any average teenager has been through, and trust me, I MEAN IT. so don't try to judge me just because i'm swearing the hell out of mind now. i'm vulgar, alright, i know.


5. CAN I JUST DIE NOW;
i know it's a sin to take your own life. but currently how i'm living now is as if i'm on the life support system. i'm plunged into my world of depression, all the weird dreams, the sleepwalking, the sleeptalking. dude, i've been referred to a psychologist before. it proves that i'm already not thinking straight. so is it really that hard for someone to just pull the plug out of my life support system by like ramming a truck over me, murdering me, IDK, whatever. or just place some sort of poison in my rice when i'm back in school.


6. JUST LET ME DIE. I'M SICK AND TIRED OF ALL THIS SHIT. MY MOM'S CONSTANT EVEREST-HIGH EXPECTATIONS AND EVERYTHING ELSE.
she wants me to be a lawyer, a doctor, your typical earn-a-hundred-thousand-a-year jobs. but she never considered whether i really want it. yes, sure i like biology. but aren't there things i love more. I LOVE MUSIC. i write my own songs. i want to take up the piano. i'm not going to be the next taylor swift by any miracle, BUT CAN I HAVE A SAY OVER WHAT I WANT TO DO WITH MY LIFE.


(i'm considering being vegas showgirl now since my mom has something against my provocative way of dressing)


i think i'm going to die of a heart attack soon. so much for the dreams i want to accomplish. at the rate people are driving me up the wall and how many chest pains that wake me up in the middle of the night, i wouldn't even live to take the olevels i swear.

-A-

things i must, must, MUST do before i die
(which at the rate i'm going, i think it's probably like twenty-three)
1. LEARN THE PIANO - after olevels, i swear.
2. LEARN THE ELECTRIC GUITAR - oh the beautiful sounds it creates.
3. SET FOOT ON AMERICA - and die there.


i guess that's like a pretty modest to-do list since it doesn't even include stuff like;
buying the lease of orchad road and turn it into my own playground
or-
owning my own glass office on wall street
or-
adding a 'doctor' in front of my name
or-
being happy (it's an utopia)



krystal!
(i don't even know if you'll read this, does china have wifi even)
i had this really, really weird dream last night.
i was at cathay with her. yeah, it's probably something that wouldn't happen in my next fifteen lifetimes.

conversation as follows:
'hey, can we be friends again?'
'then stop doing it.'
'do what.'
then she pointed at my wrist. i realized that there was like umpteen scars on it.
'stop cutting yourself.'
'okay.'

then she hugged me, like she fucking hugged me.
then i jerked out of the dream, almost in tears.
she actually cared for me.
but ohwell, it's called a dream for a reason.
(it will never happen)



i have very, very weird dreams.
maybe that's what constitute to me being a giant freak of nature that never fits in.




okay, i totally forgot what to type alrd.
oh goddddd, my mom's making the bakchang one and i have to survive like the next two weeks eating it.
i hate being chineseeee):


i want my clinique three-step skincare kit.
but it's like 90++ bucks):


-A-

talked with vanessa on the cellphone just now.
when i'm with her; it's always reliving memories.
&for the first time, i actually regret joining COALS.
all the bloody annoying memories that haunt me in the middle of the night;
the bullshit rumours that's spreading like butter over bread (GODDAMNIT, I'M FUCKING STRAIGHT. RULER-STRIAGHT);
and everything else.



&i was reading national geographic mag like last night
(if the height of my seventeen magazines is slowly creeping up that of my natgeog mags, does it show something)
anyway, the mag said that 'algae (& i mean pond scum) theoretically churn out more than 5 000 gallons of biofuel each year'
so wake up, goodmorning, i'm your next magic bullet to solve earth's declining oil and gasoline deposits.


so the whole fucking world just wants to exploit me. for the human me, it's 'do this, do that'. and my plant form is being churned into fuel for your dad's car.
just fucking fantastic, isn't it.



going for a job interview tmr.
(or at least, let's just try to be optimistic and convince ourselves that i might even be interviewed)



thanks alot world, thanks alot.
you'll be recieving a certificate of gratitude(if it even exists)when you finally drive me up the wall;
and i jump.


-A-

i wasted one whole year playing recorder pieces like mary had a little lamb.


I FINISHED ALL MY HOLIDAY HOMEWORK((((((:
HAHAHAHAH,make all you all jealous.
wheeee(:


but finishing all your homework is not like the best damn thing):
i'm so boreddd now i actually feel like redoing my homework, or maybe not.
but i'm bored enough to like go research on italian volcanoes, the problem of overfishing and all that nerdy shit):


dance on tuesday was OHKAY.
it's an upgrade, i swear.


who are you acting for now,


-A-

presenting my latest obsession:
ADRIAN IVASHKOV
yeah, another annoying vampire, this one's with green eyes though.




god, these few days have been like the ultimate bore.
've been shutting myself into the confinement of four walls while tacking homework (even i think it's ridiculous) and occassionally shopping, alone.
i think i'm destined to be like some weirdo freak loner thing for life,
where the most exciting things in life is pairing your shoes with your nail polish color and replying texts.
gosh, how trilling.



'The more you hate someone, the more you'll be like her.'
the more i think about it, the more i think yingyi's right.

&i really hate her'
i'd gladly bitchslap (or even murder) her if it was legal.
and what, i have to survive with her for the next one and a half years.



oh, and guess what.
i diagnosed myself with pre-high blood pressure.
the term's from the internet;
it's the not life-threatening-you're-going-to-get-blocked-arteries-and-need-a-bypass that bad, but it's on the high side.
found that out when i was meddling with my dad's machine (or so you would call it) and internet-ed my medical conditions.
so i guess i'd have to save the bitching for a later date before i really die,
or something like that.

and this kind of goes out to some people:
don't fuck with me during dance.

(but not that they will heed this since they hate me and they most probably would want me to die earlier)



'what's something you'll never, ever do?'

1. get a piercing.
(yeah for someone who self-mutilates, i'm scared of pain)
2. get married.
3. have kids.
(yeah i was a kid, highlight 'was')



and following laura's example,
i'm re-reading the entire twilight series,
(because i'm so goddamned bored and my fingers bleed twice a day from over-guitaring)



which leads to my next point,

things i need to start doing before i get like boredom cancer or something like that;

1. GO TO DENISE'S HOUSE FOR A SLEEPOVER.
(heh, be honored it's the first thing on the list)
paint nails (idk why either since it chips off after blasting the entire fearless album on the guitar), movie marathon, swim, the four us (laura, denise, me ,yy) just talking and sleeping.

2. DATE WITH DENISE AND DAPHNE.
we have alot of plans with each other, denise, don't we.
and when's that girl coming back from UK?!!!!

3. BUY THE DAMNED SPIRIT BOUND.
yesh, that's your cue to sms me to get your name on the borrowing list.

4. STUDY DATE.
i don't know what to study in the holidays, but it's the perfect excuse to get out of the house.



tonight's blogpost is so unstructured,
i cannot stand it.
i feel like not posting it.
but too bad, i'm clicking on the 'publish post' now.



-A-

yingyi, your perfect birthday present.

i love the black and white one especially.

okay, so i'm sitting in macdonalds now trying to recall what happened in the whole last week cause i was MIA-ing since forever and goddamnit, i'm like a cripple without the internet.

*i'm on the phone with laura*

laura's dad: who is that?

laura: algae.

laura's dad: is he hot?

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH.

and i thought being mistaken as a plant was bad.

now i've had a sex change operation.

gosh, i can't believe i'm saying this but i missed laura):

like five days without the internet, the msn, and i was totally out of touch with the world.

I believe 'normal' is just a setting on the dryer.

Other than that, it doesn't exist.

the trip science outcast;
something that i totally invented myself.
and it's pretty much a perfect description of myself.

my classmates thinks i'm weird cause not handing in homework, copying homework, not paying attention, swearing is not part of their vocabulary. while on the other hand, it's practically my way of life. and i'm like so fucking lonely in my class even though i bet my classmates think that i'm like some kind of social butterfly and all that shit. oh fuck that. no one to talk to, only nerds, nerds, and more conservative nerds.

and yet i completely and absolutley fit in when i'm with like the denise, yingyi, laura, rachel, tan simin and just everybody who does not spend thirty hours weekly in the C, H, A, M classroom.

life is fucking unfair, you know.



tag replies;

yingyi: WHERE ARE YOU NOWWWWW. I'M STILL WAITING FOR YOU. HAHAHAHA.

rachel: SPIRIT BOUND. SPIRIT BOUND. SPIRIT BOUND))): &ADRAIN WINS DIMITRI ANYDAY MAAAAN.

aishu: I ANSWERED TWO! i'm not dumb):



and just to make me seem a little crazier,
i'll falling in love with a green-eyed royal vampire who's not even real. oh goddddd.


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