Goodmorning
This is the Algae Residences
How may I help you,

My best friend is the guitar. &I never need boyfriends. I fall in love easily. With random things like country music, vampires,romance novels&colorful pens. To me, Taylor Swift&The Saturdays are awesome. I love little black dresses&scarves. In my spare time, I like to design cards&conduct random science experiments like dipping eggs into acid. Yeah&unlike normal humans, I like science, converging lenses&relative atomic masses included. Secretly, I want to be a doctor& a guitarist on the spy when I grow up. I love nonsense people who make me laugh. &yes, I love inviting people to my house&being invited to other's houses. I hate raindrops, airplanes, Jacob Black&jerks. No, I'd never though that I was smart/gorgeous/talented. I'm just a green colored pond scum. A bitchy one to be precise.
P.S My bitchiness is inherited, so beware of my mom.
P.S And currently, I'm desperate for a new phone&a pair of flipflops.

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go ahead and click the read button, go ahead.
i'm just going to swear/curse/ramble etc.
no, i mean it, just click that red fucking button blinking at you if you have issues with it.


1. I HATE MY FUCKING FUCKING FUCKING MANIPULATIVE MOTHER
(caps cause the i'm practically shouting it in my head)
I'M LIKE HEY MOM, I'M GOING FOR A JOB INTERVIEW AND SHE'S LIKE NOOOOO, SHE'S YOUR SPOILT SPOILT SPOLIT BRAT AND YOU CAN'T WORK!!! LIKE FUCKING HELL, AIN'T A SPOILT BRAT SUPPOSED TO WORK SO THAT SHE WON'T BECOME A SPOILT BRAT. LIKE HEY, I'M WAVING MY HANDS UP HERE, MOM, YOU DON'T MAKE ANY FUCKING SENSE.

SO AS QUOTE QUOTE, I'M SUPPOSED TO STUDY CAUSE MY FUCKING CHINESE OLEVELS ARE COMING UP AND I CAN'T WORK FOR NUTS CAUSE I HAVE NO SENSE OF INDEPENDNCE AND WHATSOEVER SHIT. WELL, FUCK YOU.


2. YESSS, so my mom's the one who's been asking me 'do this, algae' then 'do that, algae'
from young, she has been like flicking that fucking manipulate-algae remote control at me. 'oh join math and science club, it'll make you smarter.' 'join netball, then you can grow taller!' and when i wanted to join gymnastics, 'NOOOO, then you'll break your backbone!' and finally i found something i loved, choir, and she just like 'you'll get a sore throatBLAH BLAH BLAH' she has like A TRILLION EXCUSES to make me not join something or do something.


3. AND I'M REALLY VERY FUCKING TEMPTED TO JUST DRINK THAT NAIL POLISH SITTING ON MY DESK NOW
like seriously, i've drank glue, bleach and i really feel like drinking that since paracetamol is not driving me into my graveyard quick enough. and i would to jump out of that fucking window but my oh-sweet-and-perfect mom is sitting there so that escape plan wouldn't work.


4. NOOOO, I KNOW YOU KNOW THAT YOU THINK THAT YOU UNDERSTAND ME. BUT DON'T EVEN TRY.
teachers who read this will think that i'm just your average teenager who goes through some sort of rebellious stage of their life. FUCKING HELL NOT. and respective cedarians who read this will just think that i'm a fucked up kid. well, you're partially correct.

here's the bottom line: people who think they know me only know less than 2percent of me. i've been through more than any average teenager has been through, and trust me, I MEAN IT. so don't try to judge me just because i'm swearing the hell out of mind now. i'm vulgar, alright, i know.


5. CAN I JUST DIE NOW;
i know it's a sin to take your own life. but currently how i'm living now is as if i'm on the life support system. i'm plunged into my world of depression, all the weird dreams, the sleepwalking, the sleeptalking. dude, i've been referred to a psychologist before. it proves that i'm already not thinking straight. so is it really that hard for someone to just pull the plug out of my life support system by like ramming a truck over me, murdering me, IDK, whatever. or just place some sort of poison in my rice when i'm back in school.


6. JUST LET ME DIE. I'M SICK AND TIRED OF ALL THIS SHIT. MY MOM'S CONSTANT EVEREST-HIGH EXPECTATIONS AND EVERYTHING ELSE.
she wants me to be a lawyer, a doctor, your typical earn-a-hundred-thousand-a-year jobs. but she never considered whether i really want it. yes, sure i like biology. but aren't there things i love more. I LOVE MUSIC. i write my own songs. i want to take up the piano. i'm not going to be the next taylor swift by any miracle, BUT CAN I HAVE A SAY OVER WHAT I WANT TO DO WITH MY LIFE.


(i'm considering being vegas showgirl now since my mom has something against my provocative way of dressing)


i think i'm going to die of a heart attack soon. so much for the dreams i want to accomplish. at the rate people are driving me up the wall and how many chest pains that wake me up in the middle of the night, i wouldn't even live to take the olevels i swear.

-A-

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