Summersnow

- Monday, August 23, 2010 @ 8:51 PM

i forgot what i wanted to blog about.
i had planned it all in my head on the train already but apparently my stupid, stupid brain forgot everything.

oh, i know i wanted to say that the walk from the mrt to school is very long.
i sang three taylor swift songs the whole way through and i think the residents thought that i was a mad woman cause i went to school at 9am and it was deserted?
okay, so the point is:
i walk alot everyday.
and i should sing taylor swit songs to keep me happy.

i think i should change my name from miss rubidium to like miss argon or krypton or some stupid, stupid noble loner gas.
being a loner is fun, seriously.

the things i did that made me happy today-
1. singing mine, love story and should've said no on the way to school! like i was just singing - no, cross that out, i was contributing to noise pollution but whatever - and the people were staring at this crazy, crazy cedarian.
2. doing trigo graphs! i think i'm falling in love with trigo. it's such a beautiful subject. okay, i'm officially crazy. what happened to the rebellious kid who didn't do her linear law homework? now she changed into a trigo-loving nerd who just labelled math as something beautiful. oh, save me. (but trigo graphs are still fun)
3. eating carrots during dinner today! i think i'm going to turn into an annoying orange sooner or later cause i ate like 2938748292 baby carrots during YOG and it was a product of the 3I kias just dumping all their veggies to me and i turned into a rabbit-.- but i likes carrots anyway.
4. blogging makes me happy.
5. oh! and i watched the super drama taiwanese show. LOVE! HAHA, that's the name of it. i(L)the show.

i think i should really turn into a loner and make my textbooks my only friends cause i'm sorry, i'm really sick and tired of trying to like people but failing cause i'm such a bitch anyway, sick and tired of seeing my friends change/transform/and i-forgot-what's-that-name-of-the-process-of-a-eeky-caterpillar-changing-into-butterfly thing, too lazy to wiki it. but yes, you get it. i'm sick and tired of being a lousy friend, those who are stuck with me half the time. i wished i could do more but i'm sorry.

and non-living things like guitars and youtube and chemistry textbooks make awesome friends cause they don't backstab you, they don't go through metamorphosis (yess,that's the word!) and transform from a ordinary looking kid into a pink power ranger overnight. they stay by your bedside in the middle of night when you have nightmares, they won't add fuel to your troubles when you had a bad day of school, they would reject you and say 'sorry, my boyfriend's more important' when you're crying. and they don't disagree to whatever you say.

okay yeah whatever. i'm not thinking straight today so you can ignore whatever i typed there cause the wires in my mind are not exactly connected properly today. like hello, i'm studying cosine graphs on the ace-learning website. that's like, oh god, nerdy?

i want to be pretty.
like taylor swift pretty, angelina jolie classy, megan fox sexy and flawlessly gorgeous. like i can turn up in school everyday like how blake lively would turn up on the red carpet.

i want to be smart.
like i want to win three nobel prizes in my entire lifetime and get some super uber cool prize cause no one has ever done that in their life. i want to be on forbes' top40 highest earning billionares and i want to donate money to haiti earthquakes not because i'm kind and compassionate but it lands your name on new york times.

i want to be cool, awesome, popular, famous and lovable. (all the good things rolled in together)

i want to have a best friend.

but sometimes, stuff just don't go your way, do they?

oh and yes, i realized i need to clear up some stuff.
is there such a word as a doublescience-wannabe or something like that? if there isn't, like let me invent that term.
i'm not trying to act cool, act popular, act pretty, act smart, act florence nightingale kind and compassionate and loving, act nice, act idk. i can't act for one thing that's why i'm in dance and not drama.
so yes, i'm not a bitch who walks into 3I, shakes hands with everybody else like hello, i'm barrack obama, attention here like puh-lease.
like no, no, no, and lastly, no.
for everyone's kind and considerate attention, i'm not exactly integrating into my new sec3 class even though like it's going to be september and blah blah blah, oac is supposed to foster strong covalent-like bonds with you and your classmates. that's not happening.
remember what happened between me and non-living stuff?
this happens when your class is like ultimate muggers, smartasses who don't need to study for the heck of their lives, quiet, guai kia people who think that handing homework in late is like the sin of the century. (okay, i'm exaggerating, but the message is through and through everyone's brain right)
YES, SO THAT'S WHAT HAPPEN. I HAVE LIKE WHAT NO FRIENDS IN MY CLASS? NOW, I SOUND LIKE A STUPID WHINY PRIMARY SCHOOL BITCH. 'MUMMEEEE, I HAVE NO FRIENDS'.
okay whatever, enough said, if some people still think that way, fine by me then.

(ohwait, rewind. i define friends as true friends. not friends that i only talk to because i don't know how to do my math homework, friends i talk to during recess cause i'm bored out of my mind and if i don't interact with people, i'm probably die that minute cause i'm like an insane kid with hyperactive mouth muscles, i'm sorry, sorry, sorry. so no offence if any of my classmates read this, i don't hate you.)

'i don't fit in' doesn't even cover it.
frickin' understatement.

cry myself to sleep tonight!
cause i don't know why. i fall aslseep faster that way. and i won't wake up in the middle of the night at 3am half-crying the wits out of myself because i've had a bad, bad nightmare and i don't dare to tell anyone cause i'm like fifteen! taylor swift sings a song about me and i shouldn't such a kid and tell my mom i've had a bad dream. or that i can't breathe halfway while sleeping and wake up wheezing for twenty minutes non-stop.

thankyou. end of speech.
-A-

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(but trigo graphs are still fun) 3. eating carrots during dinner today! i think i'm going to turn into an annoying orange sooner or later cause i ate like 2938748292 baby carrots during YOG and it was a product of the 3I kias just dumping all their veggies to me and i turned into a rabbit-.- but i likes carrots anyway. 4. blogging makes me happy. 5. oh! and i watched the super drama taiwanese show. LOVE! HAHA, that's the name of it. i(L)the show. i think i should really turn into a loner and make my textbooks my only friends cause i'm sorry, i'm really sick and tired of trying to like people but failing cause i'm such a bitch anyway, sick and tired of seeing my friends change/transform/and i-forgot-what's-that-name-of-the-process-of-a-eeky-caterpillar-changing-into-butterfly thing, too lazy to wiki it. but yes, you get it. i'm sick and tired of being a lousy friend, those who are stuck with me half the time. i wished i could do more but i'm sorry. and non-living things like guitars and youtube and chemistry textbooks make awesome friends cause they don't backstab you, they don't go through metamorphosis (yess,that's the word!) and transform from a ordinary looking kid into a pink power ranger overnight. they stay by your bedside in the middle of night when you have nightmares, they won't add fuel to your troubles when you had a bad day of school, they would reject you and say 'sorry, my boyfriend's more important' when you're crying. and they don't disagree to whatever you say. okay yeah whatever. i'm not thinking straight today so you can ignore whatever i typed there cause the wires in my mind are not exactly connected properly today. like hello, i'm studying cosine graphs on the ace-learning website. that's like, oh god, nerdy? i want to be pretty. like taylor swift pretty, angelina jolie classy, megan fox sexy and flawlessly gorgeous. like i can turn up in school everyday like how blake lively would turn up on the red carpet. i want to be smart. like i want to win three nobel prizes in my entire lifetime and get some super uber cool prize cause no one has ever done that in their life. i want to be on forbes' top40 highest earning billionares and i want to donate money to haiti earthquakes not because i'm kind and compassionate but it lands your name on new york times. i want to be cool, awesome, popular, famous and lovable. (all the good things rolled in together) i want to have a best friend. but sometimes, stuff just don't go your way, do they? oh and yes, i realized i need to clear up some stuff. is there such a word as a doublescience-wannabe or something like that? if there isn't, like let me invent that term. i'm not trying to act cool, act popular, act pretty, act smart, act florence nightingale kind and compassionate and loving, act nice, act idk. i can't act for one thing that's why i'm in dance and not drama. so yes, i'm not a bitch who walks into 3I, shakes hands with everybody else like hello, i'm barrack obama, attention here like puh-lease. like no, no, no, and lastly, no. for everyone's kind and considerate attention, i'm not exactly integrating into my new sec3 class even though like it's going to be september and blah blah blah, oac is supposed to foster strong covalent-like bonds with you and your classmates. that's not happening. remember what happened between me and non-living stuff? this happens when your class is like ultimate muggers, smartasses who don't need to study for the heck of their lives, quiet, guai kia people who think that handing homework in late is like the sin of the century. (okay, i'm exaggerating, but the message is through and through everyone's brain right) YES, SO THAT'S WHAT HAPPEN. I HAVE LIKE WHAT NO FRIENDS IN MY CLASS? NOW, I SOUND LIKE A STUPID WHINY PRIMARY SCHOOL BITCH. 'MUMMEEEE, I HAVE NO FRIENDS'. okay whatever, enough said, if some people still think that way, fine by me then. (ohwait, rewind. i define friends as true friends. not friends that i only talk to because i don't know how to do my math homework, friends i talk to during recess cause i'm bored out of my mind and if i don't interact with people, i'm probably die that minute cause i'm like an insane kid with hyperactive mouth muscles, i'm sorry, sorry, sorry. so no offence if any of my classmates read this, i don't hate you.) 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