Goodmorning
This is the Algae Residences
How may I help you,

My best friend is the guitar. &I never need boyfriends. I fall in love easily. With random things like country music, vampires,romance novels&colorful pens. To me, Taylor Swift&The Saturdays are awesome. I love little black dresses&scarves. In my spare time, I like to design cards&conduct random science experiments like dipping eggs into acid. Yeah&unlike normal humans, I like science, converging lenses&relative atomic masses included. Secretly, I want to be a doctor& a guitarist on the spy when I grow up. I love nonsense people who make me laugh. &yes, I love inviting people to my house&being invited to other's houses. I hate raindrops, airplanes, Jacob Black&jerks. No, I'd never though that I was smart/gorgeous/talented. I'm just a green colored pond scum. A bitchy one to be precise.
P.S My bitchiness is inherited, so beware of my mom.
P.S And currently, I'm desperate for a new phone&a pair of flipflops.

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my mother's spring cleaning now. and i thought people only did that before chinese new year. but whatever, she says she wants to throw me out of the house along with all the fucking rubbish she found. and with the combined stress of not being able to do my amath holiday homework cause i'm a fucking retard like that and i don't derserve a shot at life, here's what i have to say.

i don't know why denise proudly proclaimed that her dear friend here is like the most courageous lion she has ever seen in her entire life. i'm sorry to disappoint you, big-eyes, i'm a fucking coward.

no actually i'm worse than that because they say that people who commit suicide are cowards because they don't stand up to problems and all that fucking holy and saint and you give advice to people but you dont follow them anyway. well guess what i'm even worse than that fucking coward. cause i don't even dare to take my own life. take it into my own bloodied hands. too scared to take that pink pill that will mark the turning point on the graph. too scared to jump out of the ninth storey window even though i'm standing on the stool already. too scared to press the penknife harder against my arteries.

it does not help either when she looks at me as if i'm the sole reason now why my uncle has cancer. why he's dead. why my grandfather is almost deaf. why korea peninsula is starting a war. why western europe is in deep fucking debt. the way her eyes bore into mine seems to tell me a story that i was a born a plaque and i will die a fucking black and troublesome plaque.

i miss you, D, i really do. i'm so fucking tempted to kill myself now to join you. but i don't want to disappoint you, i want to be strong. just like you.

and i would love to have someone to talk to now. an outlet to run this anger. but all anyone does is to ask if i'm okay and i reply the politically correct answer, yeah sure, fit as a fiddle, dudette.

i'm sorry i'm sounding like a typical whiny and spoilt teenager. beneath the why-the-fuck-am-i-so-hideous, are-these-thunder-thighs-mine, i-cant-do-a-fucking-front-split, and all the stress from not being able to do four plus three equals to seven, i'm already broken. and i thought having friends, indulging myself in astrophysics and organic chemistry, making music would heal these scars. but fucking math questions and my mom just make them resurface.

all fucking over again.


-A-

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